So stress to me in these a few days...
I had gone through some experiences also....
During this whole week...
That is not easy to work ...k....
Quite a bit sucker lol...
Sometimes feling like boring btut sometimes tited also..
When there are many customer...
That is already all past...
I don wonder to think about it again..
Haha
In the other hand..
I have my own personal problem also...
I don know WHY ..??
WHY?
Is that really true we cant get back the things that we want after it had past??
I cant accept the truth all the way...
It make me very stress..
Coz i want something back now but i know that it is not possible ad...
But i cant control myself by juz let it go like that...
I cant...
Anyone can help me?
I need help...
But no everybody can.. i know
I wish it would be the someone who is important to me...
Could she be kinded-heart to be the one who can help me now?
I don know the answer...
Juz beleive in myself and be relax first...

So confusing lolz...
I also don know y...
May be not enough of sleep...
May be in bad mood.........
But, what make me get trouble in bad mood...
I don have a specific answer for u ..
haha
Juz be happy with myself ...
Or do such one thing which will make me to forget everything in one shot..
haha...
Is that a good way of solving problem??
May be ...
Try lol..
Be cool man...
Juz do it..

"LOVE"
I 'm a bit blur about that ad...
I 'm a bit confusing....
I 'm insufficient of confidence nowadays...
I dont dare simply to accept it again..
Why??
Coz u need to responsible to what u have done ..
And what u should do...
That is not easy all the way...
I m not clever on solving the problem of "love"..
I think i should have gone through some more experience..
To make me more expert...
I have to leran...
I should gain a lot more ..
HaHa....
Try the best to be expert in all the categories...

It is such a powerful day for me.....
May be last night i really have enough sleep gua...
I dont get sleepy whole the day when i was at the campus today.....
But now a time....
Is a time to sleep..haha...
Then, there is a sadness new to me also...
I was scolded by my parents..
Coz i dint hand up their callings...and i dont reply also..
They said like that...
Then some more others things my mum scolded me too...
It is better for me don say it out...
It hurts me at the time....
Dad and mum ...
Do you think that i am that not responsible???
I really dont expect that will happen...
May be i am so blur also...
I to be your son...
I apologize to you, dad and mum..
I will be responsible next time..
Forgive me this time...
Thanks..

The word "friends"...
What is the meaning of that....
Do you know???
Do you sure the meaning of it???
I really cant explain by myself...
That is too difficult to explain the meaning of the word "friend"
Hai..Hai..
Do you know the feeling of accusing by other people??
Can you explain to me???
That is not everyone will go through it....
You may but you will not be too...
I can sure that you people will know about it...
If you din't experience that feelings..
You can also guess it by imagination...
Okay...
Be smart....
Dont think so much on negative way...
You will forgive to everything through your kindly heart...
Believe in yourself...
<@@>
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There are something that only we know after we do it...
There are something that only we know after the things go wrong way....
And there are something that only we know after we have grow up...
These are the truth that we need to realize to it...
Why the things that I believe don't come to me ...
Why it couldn't feed me reasonable....
I don't want that kind of feelings which can make me sucks in the time...
So????
What can i do??
That is nothing that I can do so in the moment..
I just need to accept the truth that happen in my life..
This is the most better way for me to get use of it.....
Everyone has their own problem and stress and thier problem solving method..
We can lie to others but we can't lie to our own heart...
You will suffer that lie to your own heart....
By the way........
We just need to be ourselves ....
God Bless Everyone WHO Listen And Obey to his WORD.
<@@>
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???????

It is the day after the National day....
Just like normal i wake up erly in the morning.....
Then after prepare myself.....
I take shuttle van to the LRT station....
I go to college by LRT......
This aftrenoon i have fun with my friends...
We go to play bowling and games in the Berjaya Times Square...
After that and it is tonight....
I and my friends have a dinner with a staff in our college...
He is a funny guy who like to make people happy....
He is also very active in those activities....
He communicates better with everyone in the campus...
He is an easy person because he looks kind to everyone...
Sometimes gone crazy also (always)
(I think that is true....his name is Shaun)
I should learn something from him....
I respect him in some of his good way.....
Ya....
Is quite happy...(tonight)
Thank you for your dinner..Shaun
Time for me to sleep ..
Haha...
Bye...
nite...
Have a nice and sweet dream...