Complicated feelings........haiz haiz

Erm................

What a complicated life...

Is that I m thinking too much or just nth at all...

Sometime also I don't wanna to share out ....

I am afraid that I will hurt someone...

Ya...i just wanna to live an easy and peaceful life...

I always like something which i wish to happen..

But, it always run out of me...

I can't to have that chance???

Or may be is is not the right time yet???

I don't mind it ...but it is my "thinking"

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Is sleepy now=.=

I cant think properly.....

So, just these all here...

Nite.........XD

My Daily...........Haiz

Finally come back to u again....

How long didn't i touch my blog edi??

Yup.....such a long long long time almost six months....too bad

Of course there are such many things happened in this six months........

But,,,i cant tell u all what had happened ..coz too many le...haha...

I will start from today one....

In the morning, i am having my wine opening practical exam....

I didn't do it the best...i dunno how to answer the question that my lecturer asked me...

Tat is too bad.....so worry with my final marks...

Final exam is coming and i do not aspect that i can pass all the subjects...

At least...............

quite happy and lucky today ....of course if avoid my wine opening practical exam today...

Do u know why??

I wan to tell to someone.......

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Dear....i had found a new ring juz now when i did a quick shopping at Time Square.

Of course it looks the same as last time we bought together....(not sure )

I promise u that i wont lost it next time...

I will treat it nicely and i will treasure it properly...

Miss u and Love u so much.....muacksssssssss

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Nevertheless , i went to sing K today also with my best friend...

Sucker man, it made me almost to lose my voice...

But,,,so "soon" a...HaHa...no one fight microphone with me...

So tired when write until here...

I think i have to take a short nap after this...hehe

Okay la.....see u in the coming time..

Such a long time that i dont ever touch and review my blog ad....
May be i m too busy.....on something else...
Time is passing very fast until i also don know what is making me busy...
There is still many days i need to spend before i going back to my hometown..
I miss my home a lot....
I want to back to somewhere that don have the word "stress" around....
I want to live a life without any stress...
I would like be happy always...
But i know it is impossible...
This is the life...
Everyone should take it in order u still alive in this world...
The final exam still have one and the half month to go....
When should i start the revision???
I need to score higer than last semester....
I should put hard work into it.....
I should concern about my future study also...
Coz i wish i have chance to go oversea to further my degree....
I had planned it from the long time ago ....
So.......
I need to improve myself to show that i really can do it better...
""MY Lovely FATHER....GOD
U are the only one who can help me and knowing my future...
I need u....
Thank god..in the name of Jesus Christ...a men""
Just Do It

So stress to me in these a few days...
I had gone through some experiences also....
During this whole week...
That is not easy to work ...k....
Quite a bit sucker lol...
Sometimes feling like boring btut sometimes tited also..
When there are many customer...
That is already all past...
I don wonder to think about it again..
Haha
In the other hand..
I have my own personal problem also...
I don know WHY ..??
WHY?
Is that really true we cant get back the things that we want after it had past??
I cant accept the truth all the way...
It make me very stress..
Coz i want something back now but i know that it is not possible ad...
But i cant control myself by juz let it go like that...
I cant...
Anyone can help me?
I need help...
But no everybody can.. i know
I wish it would be the someone who is important to me...
Could she be kinded-heart to be the one who can help me now?
I don know the answer...
Juz beleive in myself and be relax first...

So confusing lolz...
I also don know y...
May be not enough of sleep...
May be in bad mood.........
But, what make me get trouble in bad mood...
I don have a specific answer for u ..
haha
Juz be happy with myself ...
Or do such one thing which will make me to forget everything in one shot..
haha...
Is that a good way of solving problem??
May be ...
Try lol..
Be cool man...
Juz do it..

"LOVE"
I 'm a bit blur about that ad...
I 'm a bit confusing....
I 'm insufficient of confidence nowadays...
I dont dare simply to accept it again..
Why??
Coz u need to responsible to what u have done ..
And what u should do...
That is not easy all the way...
I m not clever on solving the problem of "love"..
I think i should have gone through some more experience..
To make me more expert...
I have to leran...
I should gain a lot more ..
HaHa....
Try the best to be expert in all the categories...

It is such a powerful day for me.....
May be last night i really have enough sleep gua...
I dont get sleepy whole the day when i was at the campus today.....
But now a time....
Is a time to sleep..haha...
Then, there is a sadness new to me also...
I was scolded by my parents..
Coz i dint hand up their callings...and i dont reply also..
They said like that...
Then some more others things my mum scolded me too...
It is better for me don say it out...
It hurts me at the time....
Dad and mum ...
Do you think that i am that not responsible???
I really dont expect that will happen...
May be i am so blur also...
I to be your son...
I apologize to you, dad and mum..
I will be responsible next time..
Forgive me this time...
Thanks..